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Nacht...
Mondschein...
Du sitzt dort
Langsam beginnt es zu regnen
Unter der Weide wirst du nur leicht naß
Der Regen perlt langsam
Deinen Körper hinunter und du
Genießt die Einsamkeit
Hinter dir brennt einsam eine Kerze
Ihr geruch soll böse Geister vertreiben
Den Kopf im Nacken merkst du erst
Wie sehr du dich sehnst
Doch nach was ?
Freiheit, Geborgenheit und Ruhe
Dein Wunsch so stark doch
Ohne hilfe verloren...
Der Morgen graut
Du sitzt noch immer dort...
Tau perlt über deine Wangen...
Die Kerze flackert ein letztes mal
Es hat sich nichts verändert
Doch die Ruhe gab die Kraft
Um wieder leben zu können
~~Nell~~
Taproot - Poem
Overbearing panic attack
entrenching my veins
In an hour I’ll be okay
I pray this pain will go away
permanently someday
I’ve seen more than I should have to
I’ve seen this on my own
This song is a poem to myself
it helps me to live
in case of fire break the glass
and move on into your own
your own
Reocurring drowning effect
entrenching my brain
I hope you’ll be okay someday
so I can say that you moved on
in the right way
we’ve seen this and we’ve breathed this
and we’ve lived this on our own
This song is a poem to myself
it helps me to live
in case of fire break the glass
and move on into your own
Evanescence
Away from Me
I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
but oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
lost all faith in the things I have achieved
and I
I've woken now to find myself
in the shadows all of I’ve created
I'm longing to be lost in you
won't you take me away from me
Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all i've become
I've woken now to find myself
in the shadows all of I‘ve created
I'm longing to be lost in you
won't you take me away from me
Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live
I've woken now to find myself
in the shadows all of I‘ve created
I'm longing to be lost in you
I've woken now to find myself
I lost in the shadows on my own
I'm longing to be lost in you
away from me
From me from me from me…
Evanescence - Tourniquet
I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
(so much more)
I lay dying
and I'm pouring
crimson regret
and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
My god my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my god my tourniquet
return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
I want to die
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied christ
tourniquet
my suicide
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